tears..

fighting them... constantly this day.

FUCK YOU

Depression.. i can't stand the darkness of a sunny day. Why are you such a constant battle. So many things to be grateful for. But yet my mind sees nothing but sadness, nothing by the negative. And WHY NOW.. WHY NOW?! Do these fucking memories come crowding in on me?!

I want to run.. run far away from myself.

Is anyone Watching?

Lol.. So i'm back to this blog. the other blog is long dead, and at this point no reason to rehash old painful memories. So I'm moving on. Rebuild Phase is IN FULL effect my friends. Feeling better and stronger EVERY day. So heres to ya!

:)

"I"

I was once full of confidence and pride.
I was happy, on top of the world.
I could tackle anything, and was with the one i loved.

I lost it all within the blink of an eye.
I watched as my world fell apart around me.
I was powerless to control the coming storm.
I saw all i love taken away from me.

I am now destroyed.
I am a mere shard of what I once was.
I roam alone, cold, dying inside my shell.

I have lost my heart.
I have lost my soul.
I have lost it all.